Hi I'm a 17 year old girl with the same desire as every other girl - to be thin. This is my blog to express myself; if anything on here offends you, don't be rude, simply don't follow me. Ask me anything lovies :)
P.S. as this is a secondary blog I won't be able to follow back x
Today my mom told me that I should stop stressing about my weight so much or it’ll become an obsession. Yeah well thanks mom, lil too late for that hey
I was feeling soo motivated and then suddenly I just started binging, I couldn’t stop. And I was eating cookies, chocolate, bread, peanutbutter, the worst kind of stuff. The only reason I stopped now is cause my mom came home and I can’t let her see me like that. Now I’m just left here to feel like a disgusting failure. I was doing so good today, why does this always happen??
I drank some carb blockers now but I don’t think it’ll help much. Agh can’t believe this
I have this one friend that’s like perfect, so perfect it’s unfair. And I just saw that the guy that I’ve been talking to and who I like veryy much is friends with her on facebook. I know it sounds stupid but the problem is she knows how perfect she is so she take millions of pictures, some that’s a bit revealing, which she posts on facebook and obviously he can see them. This makes me feel incredibly insecure and depressed, cause I mean I can’t compete with that.. I’m nothing but a fat loser compared to her
So this morning I climbed onto the scale and was excited to see that I have lost a total of 1.5 kg (3.3 pounds) in just 2 days!! :D
Sorry i didn’t have time to upload this yesterday :).
Soo I managed to lower my carb intake and higher my protein :D
Total intake: Protein - 71,65 g
Carbs - 24,1 g
Calories - 938
Another successfull day :D